I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorow I am going to wake up and do this and not do that. I usually start the day with good intentions but then the will power seems to laugh and run away. I am allowing myself to be influenced by others around me. Why am I doing that? Do I really want to be as big as the family that I am a part of. Do not get me wrong, I love my husband's family but weight wise, they tend to be on the extreme. At 200 pounds, I am the smallest adult of the bunch. The largest adult is almost 400 pounds. I have been trying to get her to come walk with me and trying to help motivate her but how can I when I cannot even stick to my own routines. I guess I need to really figure out what is important to me and stick to my guns, no matter how good the brownies smell.

---

Comments

• guzwall3 2012/02/13
  I feel the exact same way. I wake up with a positive attitude and ready to take on the day with a good breakfast and good intensions. For some reason, late nights are so hard for me, and that is the worse time to eat, once again, for today i am on the right track so far, going to try my best to get through the rest of the day and try going to the gym after work. good luck.