I know I need to loose weight and I want to, it makes it so hard when my husband does not want to eat the things I want to try and eat.I can not buy what he wants for food and what I want just not enough money.We have a gym inour town it just sucks that it cost so much. I love to use the stationary bikes and treadmils, but right now it cant happen.I think about how much weight I want to loose and i start to get depressed it seems like so much and no one seems to realize how serious I am.