Well today is the start to something new. 3 months ago I meet someone who has become my new support and motivational workout partner. He also has pushed me to become someone new without probably even knowing it. I have been through a lot the last 14 months. August 2012 I injuried my knee so badly that I am just now getting it to bend... life went really crazy once I had surgery and I developed Gastroparesis and bowel paresis. I know now that I let that hold me back. I was too worried for months as I lost massive amounts of weight but felt like there was absolutely nothing that I could do to actually move on from that. Well now I am trying to get fit, achieve goals, create a better me, and work hard in life! I have lost almost 200lbs in the last 10 months because of the fact that my stomach stopped working so now here I am lighter BUT I am suffering muscle loss, atrophy, lbs and lbs of loose gross skin and dealing with my emotional state at the same time. I got a tattoo recently to help me realize that I am my own support and that I do the best I can to help myself. "I refuse to sink." And I got an anchor on the end of it. Only I can achieve my dreams, goals, and life-- no one else can do it for me!

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