I went to the gym today as a means to start my new, healthier lifestyle, but all I realized was that I am completely out of shape. I did a 15 min warm-up which was mainly stretches and some ab work and made my way over to the elliptical...after about 15 minutes I realized that I was getting light headed and decided to head over to the locker. On my way to the locker room, the blood rushed to my head and I blacked out for Idk how long...maybe 5-6 min. Upon waking I realized what happened and felt like working out was not going to help me...but I was a trooper about it. I got up. Splashed water on my face and went back to the elliptical. I was able to work out for an hour between my classes, burning about 150 calories...however it's moments like that when I realize how much I hate my body type. I'm not giving up though...I'm pushing through this. I don't want to be 180lbs anymore.