I never thought that I would be having this problem, but when I think about it, I have been changing from one thing to another all my life. I should have seen this coming. I wanted to be a veterinarian. I once started a newspaper when i was a kid using my moms typewriter and when i sold one paper to my aunt for 25 cents and realized im not going to be successful, i never did it again. Then I wanted to be a lawyer. Then most recently I stopped writing poetry (my real love and I was really talented at it), then i used to read all the time. I'd have to say i RARELY read anymore. Now I have this problem with my weight. I am terribly over my BMI or anything, its just ever since i lost so much weight from not eating at all a while ago (anorexia), I guess I became lazy with losing weight and everyday I am struggling with the thought of being anorexic again. Sometimes i defend anorexia, while sometimes i KNOW its definitely not he right answer. I just need to learn to stick to something. I just dont know how...

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