My main goal now is to lose around 40kg to be at a healthy weight. In my family we have diabetes, heart disease, asthma and many other bad things that are passed on to children and i have a high chance of having at least one of them. That and the fact that no boy will consider going out with me because of the way i look is my motivation to start losing weight. i tried doing it by myself but gave up when people started to stare.