Saturday I tried on a bathing suit. It was to short and made me look horrible. I realize then I needed to change my life. Heart failure and diabetes run in my family and I do not want to go through what my mother is going through. I have lost 50 lbs since high school but I still weigh over 200 lbs. I feel disgusting. I hate the way I look and feel that everyone looks at me with disgust. My friends are skinny but repeatedly call themselves fat. This makes me feel even worse about myself. I WANT to change! I am tired of feeling like this. My goal is to weigh at least 160 by August of 2013. I will have graduated from the community college I currently attend, and I will be leaving for a university. I hate the way I look and the way I feel about myself. So today is the day I begging to change my life!
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Thank you for the advice!!
stefi1991
2012/06/05 -
Sounds like you're headed in the right direction!!! I'm also one of the bigger girls in my inner circle of friends so I know how you feel! Ask your friends to encourage you and discuss how you feel around them so they don't make you feel bad. I did the same with my friends and they have been extremely supportive since then. I lost 20 lbs recently, and am going for another 20lbs by July 5th, my 34th birthday. :) Set a goal, stick with the plan, drop all that bad energy in your life, and be happy you're making a difference in your life!
Natsu2
2012/06/05