Today is Tuesday January 30th.
i missed work from feeling sick. and i spent the hole day in bed and it got me thinking about my future.
I want to be a Model, Singer, Actress and Writer and i want to stand up for the girls like me who have been through hell and hit rock bottom,
((and as they say once you have hit rock bottom the only way to go is up.( and its about time i hit there.))
and who arnt a size 2 who are normal girls but who are beautiful. But for me to get out there i need to feel good about myself...and as i sit here and type this now. i dont feel that way.... I hate to look at myself im always in jeans and long sleaves because i dont wanna show off my skin. i a utterly horrified to wear a bathing suit or go to the gym and work out because all ive ever done is been judged.
i want to change that.....NOW! before its to late
i missed work from feeling sick. and i spent the hole day in bed and it got me thinking about my future.
I want to be a Model, Singer, Actress and Writer and i want to stand up for the girls like me who have been through hell and hit rock bottom,
((and as they say once you have hit rock bottom the only way to go is up.( and its about time i hit there.))
and who arnt a size 2 who are normal girls but who are beautiful. But for me to get out there i need to feel good about myself...and as i sit here and type this now. i dont feel that way.... I hate to look at myself im always in jeans and long sleaves because i dont wanna show off my skin. i a utterly horrified to wear a bathing suit or go to the gym and work out because all ive ever done is been judged.
i want to change that.....NOW! before its to late
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You can and you will. Just stay postive for yourself and for those other girls out there.
Moonlmc
2012/02/01