2005/03/17, 03:42 AM
I don't know why, but everytime I feel emotional or physical pain enough to cause great frustration or distress, I go do extremely intense exercise and possibly stupid, since I keep going even though I know I'm dehydrated and about to throw up or faint, and then won't go to sleep the whole night or day and just keep going, sometimes I just do this for the fun of it, not always when I'm upset, but like right now I'm pissed at 3:37 am, I'm probably going to go run a bunch of sprints and updowns in cold wet rain and mud alone just so I can pass out and hopefully wake up feeling alittle better.
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