Officially introduce yourself to the community by sharing your goals, obstacles or accomplishments. Don't be shy.. we're all here for the same reason. The more support we share the easier it will be to reach our goals!
I gotta admit, the other makes sense to me now hat you explained it, I apologize if I seem to have inadvertantly mistook you for thinking of yourself as a loser. It's just a natural response to try to reach out and tell someone they're not. Your new one has great meaning but so did your last one. Go with which ever one makes YOU feel best. Although I gotta admit, I do like the "unfading and everlasting " bit.
Afain, welcome to FT and best of luck!!!