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2004/05/24, 02:45 PM
Today is my 31st birthday:love:Glad that I made it this far in life but I always think to myself around this time of year.......what more could I have done there are so many things that I dont have in life family children house....blah blah blah.....I do have my job and do it pretty well and the Navy has taken me to places I never thought I would go and I have met alot of neat people along the way....but just as everything in life it comes with a price. :(
I got a call from my sister this morning at 6am singing happy birthday to me starting my birthday off right but as the progressed I realized the one person who should be calling me and making me feel special hasnt my husband......I sometimes look back on this relationship and ever wonder why I got married in the first place....I know that marriage is never easy but it shouldnt be this hard......one constant battle after the other and that is when I look at myself in the mirror and thank god for being able to depend on myself because at the end of the day no matter what happens you are the only one who is going to take of YOU.........am I totally off my rocker here? Sorry for the venting I am really furstrated.......today should be filled with happiness and good times but instead it is filled with doubt and uncertainty..........Do you believe there are people out there who are just meant to be alone?
Happy Birthday to me!!!!:love:
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you can lead the horse to the water but you can't make them drink.....
~lynnoakdale
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2004/05/24, 02:48 PM
Days not over yet.. Maybee he'll call.
Anyway, happy birthday kiddo.
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Foolish consistancies are the hobgoblins of small minds.
Charlie
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2004/05/24, 02:54 PM
Happy Birthday. I hope you tell your husband all of the things that you told us. Have a great day.
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Would it be classified as overly competitive if I refused to let a 4 year old beat me at chutes and ladders?
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2004/05/24, 05:08 PM
Hmm. . very introspective on your birthday eh? I understand completely.
Well regardless of what others do or don't do it is *your* birthday - do something nice for yourself and enjoy the day!
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: ] ~Danielle
The deepest rivers flow with the least sound.
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2004/05/24, 11:11 PM
Happy birthday!!
Where have you been? Haven't seen you on the boards forever!
I hope you resolve things with your husband and treat yourself to some pampering for your birthday.
Look at the amazing things you have done and what an amazing person you are. I never got into the military because I was too busy screwing around at the age I should have enrolled, i regret that now. I have never seen most of the places you have been stationed, hopefully someday I will be able to travel when my daughter is grown and it is financially possible.
I think you are a strong and amazing person, have a great 31st year!:big_smile:
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If you fall down seven times, get up eight.
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2004/05/25, 01:27 AM
Hi that's funny!! Birthday on the same day! :love:
Yes birthdays can be hard.... We always start to ask ourselves deep questions about everything.
Don't you worry, you'll be okey, just believe and love yourself. :)
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- Nina :o) Les Victoires éternelles sont celles du coeur.
www.nme-pro.com
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2004/05/25, 02:44 PM
I just wanted to day thnk you for all the warm wishes and good thought you guy sent to me yesterday.
I survived my birthday and yes my husband did call me...he called at 7pm and said he called me earlier but no answer when I was at home all day. I guess hoping he would call me first thing in the morning or sending me a card for that matter was a little more then he wanted to give. Yesterday was like any other day for me nothing special......I woke up this morning and it is a new day a new start and I will deal with the all the things I feel inside and I will heal through the gym..........I am not sure where my marriage is at at this point but I at least now where I am headed and how to get there............thank you once again for all the support.:love:
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you can lead the horse to the water but you can't make them drink.....
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